Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Open up...let go...why cant I do this??

Why do I constantly feel like Im shutting myself, heart body and soul...off to anyone or anything getting in?

What is it Im so damn scared of?

Is it because I think I'll look foolish? Whats the worst that could happen? Yeah, people might laugh at me. Talk about me. For awhile...till the next silly fool happened along.

Why must I always be in control of things, of myself..of others even? Why do I hunger so much to be allowed to "just be" but yet not allow others to do so?

Damn you, Jackson Browne...you always make me look inside. And think.

*sighs*

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